2.75 I Thought You Knew


While the girls discovered each other again, Neter stole Mina away to relay his concerns regarding the terrible things he had seen, he just couldn’t tell the whole family, he wasn’t ready, he needed a sympathetic and wise ear to unload on first. He led her up the path to the astronomical lookout, in silence, searching for the words to say, what would he say? How would he tell her about these terrible things he had seen without rattling her own skeletons out of her closets?
         Mina could tell he was broken up inside by the way he telegraphed ahead of her to the lookout. She felt his anger even though he tried to hide it, his energy was barbed, full of rage, he obviously hadn't bathed or slept since he left. Had it been that bad over there?
         She rubbed his back knowingly as they sat together on the bench overlooking the village, she could feel the pain inside, words would take time.
         "I have a confession to make" he finally began. "I never believed the body splicing Conspiracy Theory. I really never believed it was possible, but that's exactly what's going on over there."
         "WHAT?" Mina sat up, shocked, it wasn't what she was expecting to hear at all.
         "Those savage beasts Zara spoke of? They're real. They're half human, half canine of some kind... They're spliced together and housed in some kind of demented zoo! They're treated like pets!"
         "Pets?" Mina echoed, struggling with his story, was he delusional? "What are you talking about?"
         Just like Zara’s account, Neter’s account came out in jumbled unbelievableness, he tried his best to explain his discoveries and showed her the claw marks in his skin. He told her about the tragedies in Fina and Culloom, about the jars of organs in the lab, about the vats in the brewery, the bottle of wine, but Mina's eyes were glazing over.
         "They're being cannibalized!" Neter went on and on, just like Zara had done. "They bottle their blood and decorate the bottles with fancy labels! My god Mina, we have to save them!"
         Mina was devastated to hear things worse than she could have imagined, he was truly concerned. Beneath his godly façade, Neter was a total wreck, she felt compelled to believe him simply by observing how badly it had affected him.
         "They have no clue" he continued, letting it all pour out, "they're just going along with it and have no fucking idea what's really going on. They're bloody FARM animals!"
         Aghast, Mina turned towards the Crystal Temple, completely lost for words as she struggled to grasp the horrors he was actually disclosing. She knew things weren't good in Atlan, but she wasn't expecting anything this bad.
         "They bottle their blood?"
         He couldn't even answer.
         Mina could feel herself coming undone too now, this was like a reality flashback. She hadn't seen Neter's temper rage like this in decades, his traumatic tales were triggering her own traumatic memories now, memories she had buried for years. Not all the dots were joining up.
         "And Vikkar says he doesn't know anything about it?"
         "Well... Vikkar's either a cunning player or he's being played, himself" he replied after having given the same question some thought. "I trust him... I questioned him... And I can also see how he could have had the wool pulled over his eyes."
         "And ears, I imagine..." Mina had always trusted that Vikkar was a good soul, that he would betray them never felt right. Her gaze lifted to the stars above, listening with a heavy heart as Neter not only verified Zara's claims, but elaborated upon them.
         "All those children having to face those horrific beasts, trapped like chickens in the hen house, fighting for their lives!"
         She felt his pain as he let it out, like she felt their pain too as he described the carnage.
         "I can't leave them there like that" he continued, his aching heart torn in two. To Neter the slaves of Atlan were his family, his Phoenix Flame, they were the children that they had left behind, trapped in the darkest dimension of hell. "Some of them seem to even like it there, all drunked up on who knows what and smoking some kind of hallucinogen! Completely abusing it!!!"
         "Atalon's letting them smoke hallucinogens?" Mina’s thoughts darted back to the book heist, instantly.
         Neter could tell she was breaking up from the horrors he spoke of, realizing it had indeed unleashed her own traumatic memories, like it had done for him. He stopped talking and put his arm around her, pulled her tight and kissed her head with tender love.
         "I don't know what we can do to help them... But we've got to do something."
         Mina slipped her arm around his waist, every nerve in his body was vibrating from the anger and pain he felt inside. They would need to harness this powerful energy if they were going to do something.
         "It's the souls enslaved in Atlan who need this energy we feel inside!"
         Neter knew what she meant. It was only those who had felt this rage who had escaped the walls of Atlan, it had always been this way.
         "I guarantee there are more lost Phoenix souls like Zara and Nel over there" he lamented. "They just don't know it."
         "Why don't you stay with me in the temple tonight?" Mina wondered now how the new arrivals might help. "Tomorrow we can have a village meeting, we can brainstorm, there must be something we can do. The skies have given us plenty of signs pointing to powerful energies at play" Mina reminded, returning her gaze to the new comet, now beautifully bright in the darkened sky. "Look! It's pointing to Ebar, just like the last one."
         "Yes..." Neter had noticed. "It's a coincidence? It could be perceived as fortunate energy for Gaia were it not for the Black Panther visiting us all."



         Zara and Nel curled up on the bed together, mesmerized by the flickering candlelight illuminating the crystal walls of the meditation room as they caught up on years gone by, telling stories of the lives they had lived since their graduation day. Zara tried to explain to Nel why Mata was now called Mira, and why she hadn't recognized her.
         "Apparently, the memory lapse we had between seeing Dr Seton and waking up in the cell was nothing. Mata forgot her whole life!"
         "I wondered what happened to her when her name was dropped from the Forecast list" Nel had dreaded the worst but didn't dare ask.
         "Forecast list?"
         "Yes. I used to make your Forecasts too" she offered. "I always thought about you when I did your chart, I wondered how you were doing, what you were doing."
         "Forecasts?" Zara sat up.
         "Conditioning Forecasts" Nel elaborated.
         Zara scrambled to recall the concept, had she even heard of them before? Was this a memory loss thing or a secret? "What Conditioning Forecasts? I don't remember any Conditioning Forecasts! What are Conditioning Forecasts?"
         "They're astrological forecasts for conditioning drills" Nel clarified, realizing now she had never even questioned the notion that Zara wouldn't know what they were, that she had never wondered what they were for, herself. "We made them for all the Goldens" she added all she knew. "Every two weeks."
         "Every two weeks?" Zara felt her pulse race as she realized that there was something else she didn't know about her world. "For the Goldens?" Each question only added another. "Why? What are astrological forecasts for?" Did Nolan know? Suddenly she felt sick as that now familiar feeling of having been lied to again was rearing it’s ugly head. "What do you know about the Goldens? What are astrological forecasts for?"
         "Nel didn't know where to begin, hindered and somewhat embarrassed by her own lack of knowledge.
         "I don't know" she confessed, truthfully. "We weren't allowed to ask... We were only taught what we needed to know... I always just thought that you knew."

2.74 The Ladder To Nowhere


While the Moon rose in the sky, blanketing the village of Anur with her silvery reflected light, friends gathered once again in the Crystal Temple for celebration, stories and song. Tonight, however, the mood was somber; Neter had been gone a long time. No one wanted to ask, but everyone was wondering the same thing inside; had he survived the trip to Hellias?
         Zara found herself staring at the Tower tile, disconnecting from the banter around the table, it was still laying outside the box... She reached for the spooky game piece so as to admire it's intricate craftmanship, amazing talent carved this stone. She ran her finger over the engraved flames, fascinated how they animated to life in the reflected light of the candles. What did it mean? Mina said it represented a journey... She glanced towards her, Mina was already looking her way
         "How will I know what the journey is?"
         "Look at the image" Mina replied, moving closer. "Tell me what you see."
         Zara studied the engraved image of a burning monument. "It's a burning tower" she pointed out the obvious, but other than a possible link to the bell tower of the Temple of Medel, she was lost on it’s symbolism.
         "That's right."
         Zara sensed a trick. "Why is it on fire?"
         "There are many reasons it could be on fire. Start at the beginning of the story" she hinted. "What is a tower?"
         Zara was feeling mocked now but she played along as if it were a serious question. "A tall narrow building" she replied, quoting her text book.
         "Made of bricks, stacked tall, one on top of another?"
         Zara didn't like where Mina was going, her riddles only made her more confused, she no longer wanted to play this game but as she studied the tile again, she noticed the teeny-tiny bricks.
         "Bricks don’t burn. Why do you think it is burning?"
         "I don't know!" Zara snapped, frustrated now.
         Nulu tried to confuse her even more with another trick question. "What is the tower symbolic of?"
         "Symbolic?" Zara frowned, she didn’t like what Nulu was insinuating, either, were they cornering her with their Serpent Sorcery? Is this why Atalon hated them so much?
         "Only the inner framing and materials are burning" Mina expanded. "What if the bricks were accomplishments you had made in your life?" Mina put it another way "What if the materials were your goals?"
         "And something inside of you caught fire and made it all fall apart…" Zara was beginning to see an allegory now as images of her tortured past returned to haunt her, all that struggling to climb the ladder to nowhere...
         "Or your education?"
         Horrors as she realized the struggle she had endured for nothing...
         "Your dreams?"
         Tears welled in her eyes as she recalled her storefront dreams... All that pining for Nolan… Her desire to save Orien... Blurred by tears, the image on the tile melted away as the shocking reality began to take hold, suddenly it was crystal clear. "It's all burning up!" The truth hurt. "Everything I ever worked for has been destroyed... Everything I was building...... My job... My dreams.... Orien... Everything I worshipped Medel for was a LIE!!!”
         Mina reached across the table and took her hand, trying to comfort her as she rode the rollercoaster of reality into another chasm.

         The sound of galloping hooves approaching caught everyone's attention at once. Jasun paused his harp.
         "That’s Neter!"
         Seconds later the god of Mu strode into the temple on fire, followed by Nel, struggling to keep up. The friends rushed to greet him, relieved by his safe return and for a few joyful moments they reunited in a warm embrace, eager to hear the news.
         He turned to introduce the new refugee. "Nel, allow me to introduce you to Mina, the goddess of Anur."
         "Your Honor!" Nel curtseyed, immediately sensing her power, knowing already she had to be one of the legendary ancient Origians of which they were not to speak of.

         "Nel?" Zara's heart leapt when she heard the introduction. She craned her neck up to catch a better glimpse of the new refugee, she recognized her face and leapt to her feet! "Culloom Nel?"
         Nel searched for the source of the voice she recognized... However as their eyes met, she didn't recognize the bald Lemurian girl who sounded so familiar... Seconds later the recognition snapped into place... But how could it be? It was unbelievable! Was it really? It was
         "Zara?"
         Tears of joy streamed down their faces as they ran into each other's arms. After hugs and introductions were exchanged, they stood back to admire each other in wonder, so many years had gone by since the day they graduated from Culloom.
         "What happened?" Nel asked, concerned for her long lost friend. "What happened to your hair?"
         Startled, Zara reached for her scalp, reminded of her lost wig, of the terrible event. "They... It was an accident" she replied, realizing how easily she had forgotten about it, nobody in Anur ever asked her about her hair. Zara noticed Nel had a bandaged head too, just like she had, just like Sophia had had. "What happened to your head?"
         Startled, Nel reached for her head. "I...  I don't remember" she replied. "I remember everything up until I went to the TLS Program... I saw Dr Seton... Next thing I knew I was in some horrible cell!"